Wow, I didn't even think this place would still be up. I guess it has a life of it's own. Blogstream is amazing and I wish it would never die! This place helped me through the hardest time in my life <3. But right now I can honestly say.. I am happy! and have truly found the person for me, She is amazing. We are moving to North Carolina together to try to start a new life and get away from our last one, We're not positive if we're going to love it or not but I believe we will, and if not.. Well.. back to Michigan we go, we have been together for almost a year now! Feb 20th :)

so i nwas thinking of maKING A BLOGSITE.. TO REPLAE BLOGSTREAM.. MAYBE,, IM JUST GOING TO NEED HELP FROM PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHAT THEY'RE DOING AND IDEAS ON HOW MUCH IT WILL BE!

So, I guess this will be my last post.:( I have been here since the beginning , switched blogs deleted blogs.. I was 13 when I first started to blog.. I"ve met soo many amazing people on here even though through the years I have blogged less and less but I never left this site.. It has become a part of who I am, so it truely breaks my heart and makes me feel like I am losing a part of me.. I would like to thank all of those who helped me through those tough years of my life, and everybody else that I talked to back when chat was still up and going good.. If I was to win the mega millions I would give millions of dollars just to keep this place open!! but that's just a dream.. I don't even know how to write this post it's justb upsetting.. but this just shows how life moves on.. :) Blogstream thank you for being here when i needed you most! I will never forget this palce.. ever..

time passing by, without nothing moving on.. feelings blurring out maybe for my own good, not trying to hold on , pushing them away.. but now i'm lost in my own world trying to bring them back but how if they feel so pretend? My heart is beating I can feel that strongly, but it's breaking and I cant feel that even stronger so I'm walking away even though I don't really want too.